i thought things would get easier, but i think they just become familiar.saturday 2nd september, 11.47pmSep 2, 2023Sep 2, 2023
i’m 18 in 14 minutesit’s been over a year since my last entry. that probably means things are going well. i think they are. almost 18, i’m the happiest i’ve…Oct 3, 2022Oct 3, 2022
self dissolvingi’m so sick of always doing things for others and never getting anything in return. they take and take.Sep 23, 2021Sep 23, 2021
aquarium brainim numb to it now. should I feel guilty? probably. but i don't. maybe i’m numb to that too. i should be doing more, even though it wont…Jun 11, 2021Jun 11, 2021
i wear a dead girl’s jumper.its black, woollen. big, with a deep v neck, stratchy in the comforting way. theres a hole under the left armpit. no tags. handmade?May 8, 2021May 8, 2021
sense of selflast year i wrote about the disconnect i felt towards my body. i felt stuck, tired of always seeing the same face in the mirror, writing…Jan 22, 2021Jan 22, 2021
ARE YOU YOUR BODY?i feel so disconnected from myself. my appearance, my life, my choices and actions, they aren’t me. when i look at myself in the mirror, i…Nov 17, 2020Nov 17, 2020
i listen to slowed & reverbed songs often.i’m currently listening to “hawaiian party, cub sport — slowed and reverbed”. cub sport is an australian lgbtq+ band, with daringly dreamy…Nov 1, 2020Nov 1, 2020
