ti thought things would get easier, but i think they just become familiar.saturday 2nd september, 11.47pm1 min read·Sep 2, 2023----
ti’m 18 in 14 minutesit’s been over a year since my last entry. that probably means things are going well. i think they are. almost 18, i’m the happiest i’ve…1 min read·Oct 3, 2022----
tself dissolvingi’m so sick of always doing things for others and never getting anything in return. they take and take.1 min read·Sep 23, 2021----
taquarium brainim numb to it now. should I feel guilty? probably. but i don't. maybe i’m numb to that too. i should be doing more, even though it wont…1 min read·Jun 11, 2021----
ti wear a dead girl’s jumper.its black, woollen. big, with a deep v neck, stratchy in the comforting way. theres a hole under the left armpit. no tags. handmade?1 min read·May 8, 2021----
tsense of selflast year i wrote about the disconnect i felt towards my body. i felt stuck, tired of always seeing the same face in the mirror, writing…2 min read·Jan 22, 2021----
tARE YOU YOUR BODY?i feel so disconnected from myself. my appearance, my life, my choices and actions, they aren’t me. when i look at myself in the mirror, i…2 min read·Nov 17, 2020----
ti listen to slowed & reverbed songs often.i’m currently listening to “hawaiian party, cub sport — slowed and reverbed”. cub sport is an australian lgbtq+ band, with daringly dreamy…2 min read·Nov 1, 2020----
